All this time i was waiting, patiently waiting for you . All this time we were waiting for eachother . Its perfect timing. I swear i will make it better, it will never be like the way it was, let it go baby, Get up , this is a new begining for us, One more chance is all i ever ask for. I get out of bed and looking at the mirror, everyday it gets a litte clearer, and if you go ill be here waiting. Im climbing the walls and searching for answers, and trying to find words but i just cant speak. Baby, Please let go of the past. Its us, Only us now. No one else. Please make it be worth it, i know your worth it , your worth every single second of my deary life. Im living proof that this is right, Everything is right when im with you. Its more then a feeling for me then being with my own family. Your worth more then them trough my eyes, and deeply i want you to know that, because if your gone, or if you ever leave me, youll leave me in tears and death will find me. your the only reason i live right now. you've brought me so much in 6 months. Im almost a new person. i want to get rid of my old self and start everything fresh and new with you. No one can even believe it. If i cant have you, then darling i just cant go on, show me were the light is leading. Sit still baby, i wonder what your thinking right now, im just writing to let everything out. Im wondering why. why did i do this, why did i watch those stupid videos of you and her, I told you i got over it, but its haunting me so bad. i only have 3 questions to ask you. Do you miss her ? Do you still have feelings for her? Do i remind you of her when we kiss? Be honest. I hope to hear the right answers. even though you tell me shes nothing to you. who'se telling me that your saying the truth? Only you, and you know that. dont make me suffer. Cause sometimes i tell myself theres not only me , if you look around theres other girls that are worth more then me. Sometimes i tell myself that your too good to be true. I hate watching you cry. It breaks my heart. Feelings i have for you are true and sincere. im sorry i swear, im sorry for what i did, I tell myself that its your past and i shouldnt even think about it, because its not of my business, but im scared That im not so perfect for you after all. I had a dream last night, i dreamed that we broke up in a middle of a park, this girl just gets in my dream and you start kissing her more then ever in front of me, i get back towards you and i was so sorry for what happened. But you told me its over, i was holding yours hands and told you to remember all the good times we had then you looked deep in the eyes and i woke up. I know this is just a dream but it makes me realize so many things that i would crawl in tears if id ever loose you. it shows how much im deeply inlove with you. Ill put so much efort to forget everything but us. I'm Living What I Always Wanted, And with the guy of my life. I would never want to loose you for such stupid things. I can assure you that im not going anywhere, im staying here with you and ill follow you untill the end of time baby. Im leaving proof that true love exist, we can make this more then right, Im not leaving without you. I tell you everything, even my deepest secrets, I sincerely love you.
Will you love me till the end?
